#for being Me

[critrolecannibal]

You know what I love?

That moment when you're sharing something you are excited about with someone you love.

And they say-

"Can you not be normal about anything?"

Yeah, love that.

[tiikiboo]

I'm feeling so sad and isolated. I really don't know what to do. I don't enjoy doing anything therefore i don't wanna do anything. It takes so much energy to do basic tasks for me. All the thoughts in my had are racing without coming to a solution. All the rights answers seems to be negative.

I just wanna crawl up like a ball and hide. Where can I ever enjoy this world? In a world where i always feel like i'm perceived like a burden. The mean one. The negative person who is always mad and bitter. Always irritated. The one who always starts the fight. But i never want to fight. Things like this are blamed on me, because i don't communicate in the way like others do.

When i reach out for help from society, the best help they can give me is new diagnoses. I'm afraid to reach out for more help because soon i won't be able to count them with my fingers. I feel so ashamed of them, so I hide them. But sometimes i can't. When things just get to much and i get overwhelmed, i explode.

Then i am the mean one again.

How much effort do you need from me to get you satisfied? And how much do you think it costs for me?

I am exhausted so I don't have anything to pay with. If it's this exhausting to even like myself, how could i ever exist in harmony?

My explanations are excuses for you. Nothing makes me excited anymore, except the though of disappearing forever. Then i would finally get myself satisfied.

I'm so sorry for being me.

[scarlet-bernard]

Me. Everyday.

Realizing we lost.

[vamptits]

I can't keep having the same conversations about love languages, mbti, iq, bmi, "brain fully formed at 25" and shit over and over again...

[yellbug]

i am so absolutely utterly scared that my insane grandfather in his 80s who runs miles every morning is going to leave me a bird in his will and i am especially scared he is going to leave me a large cockatoo named "captain hook". hook has been trying to make me his child bride since i was like 6 years old and every time i see him again which has only been a couple times with decades in between hook is like "you. it's always been you. ever since you were born i've known we were meant to be" captain hook you are a bird and i am a LESBIAN and i don't WANT an eternal sentinel captain HOOK!!!!!!!

[ugartecoco]

the transition im crying

[tawnysoup]

Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3

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[habken]

People don’t understand the concept of liking two characters’ relationship in multiple contexts. They can be lovers in one setting and just friends in another, their dynamic doesn’t have to be consistent in every piece of art I make.

[evidently-endless]

i think we should remind musicians they can absolutely make up little stories for their songs btw. it doesn’t have to be about them at all. you can invent a guy and put him in situations to music. time honoured tradition in fact.

[blabberoo]

If Ford didn't got into the portal..

[agnesandhilda]

shoutout to the woman from my high school martial arts class who liked to get me in joint locks and then joke about how I was easy to catch. you cannot comprehend how psychosexually formative that was for me

[schistcity]

ohhh… you guys are like… STUPID stupid

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

[ameba-from-space]

[dramatic-dolphin]

when we were studying the bible in literature class (so we have the context necessary for later works that reference the bible), i think we were at the book of jonah, and one of my classmates was studying the text very intently, and then looked up and earnestly said "professor, i don't understand the will of god"

the teacher was just like. well sadly i am a literature teacher and not a priest so i can't help you there. but if it helps, many people throughout history had the same problem.